2016: A Wake Up Call

Hello.

It's March 5th and I'm typing the summary of what I've been through these past 2 months in 2016. 

2016 has woken me up from the past that hold my mind. This number, 2016, opened up my heart and speak to me like a best friend. It's not even a half way yet this year, but I already feel all the positive energies come within. I am a brand new and facing world like a pro. Not that I'm being cocky or what, but I feel great about myself. I finally accept me, the whole package of myself. World looking and I'm staring. Boosting up my self esteem never been this good. 

I used to be a human that overthink everything, I am now, but it's kinda different from yesterdays, these things I'm thinking over is more like.., the important one. Now, I can sort out between things that I have to think about and things I have to let go, because keeping negative energy is the worst thing anyone can do, so don't. By this new mind to think off, I bring out the idea to always be kind to people. No, I'm not an evil back then, but human supposed to do sins, and be bad, and et cetera, et cetera. I will always try to be kind to everyone I meet. Simply because I have no idea what battle they have fought about in life and I want people to be kind to me too. So, yes, it is that simple. 

Other than that, 2016 also giving me a courage. A courage to against my fear which is going back to my Dad's house. A home that I've been leaving for about five years ago. It turns out not so bad, it is actually good. I feel relief and grateful. Things I fear the most is not a big deal at all. I can breath the fresh air of rainy town and sniffing the joy of being there. I know that the power that lead me to be a brave human is being sincere and honest to ourselves. For anything that have been through, to anyone that hurts, back then and now. 

One thing for sure I have to do from now on is to please everyone, especially my Mom and Dad because they are the angels that God sent for me. Regardless of their mistakes and things I don't like, they already give me a bunch of happiness, joy, and things I like more than I can ask them out.

A screenshot from Cosmopolitan's Snapchat

Questions keeps coming and answers will appear. Faith has brought me to life I've never imagined before, but exciting! 

2016, thank you for waking me up! :) 

Cheers,

Gendis.